The one with the Unloved Indian

The one with the Unloved IndianCulture And Religion have an impact on sexuality and I am confirmed to these rules I just want to be free and be me. I mean I want to be me and explore my sexuality my identity what makes me the sexual deviant that is not allowed in me. I am basically a male and wanting to be a female. This is my great struggle to living the life I want and is a secret I keep from my family.In my faith being a boy that wants to be a girl is not accepted. I am a guy who wants to be a girl. I just like to wear women?s dresses I use to wear them and loved wearing Mendhi (Henna) made me feel feminine. I was told that it is wrong the way to live as a feminine is wrong that I need to be masculin. I feel trapped the women inside me wants to be freed. I still do things to turn myself on had to be discreet as possible.My Sexual Fantasies all came from something I viewed. I never new the words of the action My inspiration came from hit show, ?Sex